Me and Michael
“Michael” as a Family Story
After the End Credits
That’s right—my story continues, too.
I will write about the peace I feel in my daily life. With a wish for peace, I hope to transcend age and culture and not lose sight of the importance of finding warm connections between people in our daily lives.
That’s right—my story continues, too.
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| Cloths of heaven NO.1 2019 by M.Kaneyasu |
I create space by drawing circles in ink.
As I enclose various thoughts within each circle, the act of drawing feels deeply comforting.
These four paintings were created during the global pandemic, when our movements were restricted and a sense of confinement filled the days.
From my small room near the Tama River, which flows south of Tokyo, this was the sky I saw.
Around the time I completed these four works, I encountered the poem “He Wishes for the Cloths of Heaven” by W.B. Yeats. 「Tread softly because you tread on my dreams」
| Cloths of Heaven No2 2019 by M.Kaneyasu |
Perhaps I wanted to entrust some quiet hope to the clouds hanging in the sky—and to the poets who have looked up at it before me.
The sky is always infinite. It gently envelops humanity scattered across the world as one.
I hope there will be no war.
As Yeats wrote in his poem, I wish that we might tread softly—gently—upon this world.
Sumo wrestlers’ physiques are often referred to as "chanko bodies." The history of sumo runs deep. In Japan, sumo was traditionally regarded not only as a display of physical prowess but as a sacred contest of strength and strategy. By grappling chest-to-chest until one was forced out of the ring, wrestlers sought to delight the gods and the rulers of the era. I believe that cultures treating physical strength as something sacred are not unique to Japan; they exist all over the world.
Consider, for example, the gladiators. In their world, the use of strength stood in direct opposition to the sacred; it was a brutal, life-or-death struggle for survival. It served as entertainment for Roman citizens while remaining a desperate reality for the warriors themselves.Both sumo and gladiatorial combat involve pushing human physical limits. Both wrestlers and gladiators possess muscles that look ready to burst. The only difference lies in the direction in which that power is aimed—a direction ultimately decided by the society of the time.
While gladiators no longer exist in the modern world, their legacy of "flaunting strength" lives on.
In recent years, the atmosphere surrounding sumo has shifted. The frenzy over wins and losses, the heckling, the throwing of seat cushions, and the shouts that disrupt the tachi-ai (initial charge) have become frequent topics of concern. Once sumo loses its sacredness, strength becomes nothing more than raw power.
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| tachi-ai |
To me, the most compelling moment is the brief, unified tension that fills the arena just before the initial charge. It is in that fleeting silence that people of the past may have felt a divine presence. This concept of the divine is different from the Western notion of a distant, singular God; it is something felt in the moment.
Beyond the accumulation of "swords" or military might, we must not lose the ability to sense and respect the invisible powers of humanity and nature. To me, "protecting Japan" should mean exactly that: preserving this sense of reverence.
| Firewood :frame 1 |
| Firewood: Frame 2 |
| Firewood by M. Kaneyasu |
By shifting the frame, a single branch can look like part of a massive tree, or it can look like it has been split in two. In reality, it was just a simple piece of firewood—something ordinary, easily overlooked. When I look at my own work, I am also questioning my own frames. These three sketches show us a powerful truth: how we see things depends entirely on the "frame" we use.
In our daily lives, we also rely on frames to understand the world. We use labels for people's looks—like "cute," "handsome," or "chubby." We do the same with politics, using labels like "LDP" or "Ishin" without looking at what they actually do.
It is hard to take off these frames and see the raw truth. But if we use our imagination to wonder, "What would I see if this frame were gone?", we might start to see a completely different world.
半寄燈前十年事
Requiem and Silence as Alternatives to Violence
In traditional Japanese society, human relationships were shaped by two ethical concepts:
giri and ninjō.
Giri refers to social obligation—the duty to repay kindness, loyalty, and support.
Ninjō expresses human feeling: empathy, compassion, and emotional closeness.
Unlike Western moral systems that emphasize individual rights, Japanese ethics historically placed greater weight on mutual responsibility and emotional restraint. These values helped sustain social harmony for centuries. From this cultural background emerged distinctive forms of storytelling and popular culture.
After World War II, Japan experienced rapid modernization and social disruption. Many people felt disconnected from traditional values. During this period, ninkyō films—chivalry movies about yakuza figures—became popular.
Although centered on criminals, these films portrayed their protagonists as tragic figures bound by giri and ninjō. Like Western westerns or gangster films, they dramatized conflict. Yet they differed in that moral duty often outweighed personal desire. Through these stories, audiences found emotional stability in an unstable era.
By the late 1960s and 1970s, audiences began to lose faith in idealized heroism. Political unrest, social movements, and generational conflict weakened traditional moral frameworks.
Filmmakers shifted toward “true account” films that emphasized chaos, corruption, and raw violence. The influential series Battles Without Honor and Humanity rejected heroic myths and depicted crime as morally empty. With the deaths of major actors and producers, the genre gradually declined.
In today’s media, criminals are rarely portrayed as figures bound by ethical principles. Instead, they often appear as purely self-interested individuals.
“It’s the victim’s fault.”
“Might makes right.”
“Rules are meant to be broken.”
Such attitudes reflect a worldview shaped by competition rather than responsibility. While Japan is internationally known for safety and politeness, hidden forms of violence—bullying, fraud, exploitation, and addiction—continue to harm ordinary lives.
Physical confrontation has decreased, but psychological and economic violence has grown.
Outlaw behavior does not arise in isolation. It is influenced by poverty, educational inequality, social isolation, rigid expectations, and fragile self-esteem. In a society under strong pressure to conform, failure and exclusion can silently accumulate. Crime is often a symptom of deeper social fractures.
When I was a student, during the period of campus protests in Japan, I once witnessed an elderly professor being beaten by students. My heart began to race, and my mind went blank. I felt as if all the blood had drained from my body. Even now, more than fifty years later, I can recall that scene as vividly as if it were a moment from a film. I did not know the professor. I did not know the students who attacked him. Yet the violence carved itself deeply into my memory, without my consent. It left a wound not only on the victim, but also on those who merely witnessed it.
Sometimes I wonder: What are the children who run through today’s battlefields seeing?
What images will remain with them for the rest of their lives?
Violent films once offered audiences emotional release. Through dramatized conflict, people temporarily processed frustration and anger.
Yet unabsorbed social tension often returned in real tragedies, such as political extremism and collective violence. History suggests that violence—whether fictional or real—never resolves fundamental problems. It merely postpones them.
Ink sketch after Noh “Atsumori”
by Michiko Kaneyasu
There is no such thing as “small” or “large” violence.
Violence is, at once, an expression of rejection toward others and an expression of losing oneself.
What, then, can replace it?
I believe the answer lies in requiem and silence.The true alternative to violent expression is art that connects human hearts through mourning, and prayerful silence that honors suffering.
Only through such practices can individuals and societies begin to recover from violence.
In Japanese culture, silence has long been valued not as emptiness, but as a space for responsibility, memory, and compassion.
Requiem and silence do not erase pain.
They transform it.
Perhaps genuine social energy is born not from confrontation, but from listening to the wounded, remembering the forgotten, and enduring together.
In that quiet space, the possibility of peace slowly takes root.
Study after Dürer / Pencil on paper
by Michiko Kaneyasu